Remember love when it happened like a huge knitting, twined and tweeded into form?
Remember how it started closely knit, inseperable?
Remember how you thought no matter what the twine will hold?
Remember how it slowly came apart at the seams?
Remember how it began to unravel and fray?
Remember how you could literally feel each strand as it fell apart?
Remember how everything felt like loose strings ?
Remember how it looks like a maze of strings impossible to be reknitted?
Remember that last strand, string of hope that you tried in vain to hold on to?
Remember how you finally found the courage to cut away that last strand?
It was then empty. Surreal. Suddenly freed.
There was calm.
Strangely you found your breath again.
Then you started to cry like you have never cried before...
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I thought it is almost impossible that he would leave me. Nothing can ever tear us apart but i am so naive. I can never forget the fear i was going through when i know i'll be losing him. I remember how i begged and begged but rejections is all i get. I remember how much i love him and hate him at the same time. I remember the times i couldn't breath thinking about him. I remember the pain i feel whenever i miss him. I remember how lonely and empty i am without him. I remember how shameless, how pathetic i am just to get his attention... I remember losing myself and wish i never live at all. If i had a choice, i would give up anything including my soul just to go back time and never met him before...
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